Site Builder






  

Friends

Friends

 There are three things I'll die for in life, perhaps four, but God, my family and my friends are the major ones. My firends have such a large influence on me, they've molded me and shaped me, and now they're helping me to be me. I love you guys, the ones who'll stand by me through it all... God really has blessed me with my group of 'angels', there hasn't been a day that's gone by that i've been mad at you guys, and there's never been a day when the tears hidden in my eyes went unnoticed, and there has never been a day where you guys didn't try to help. May God bless you all, and may you never fail to reach the stars, because in my book, you are all in the heavens already.

Blessed friends
"My Angel"

All I truly know and believe,
is that when I look at you and all I see,
is an Angel, of the Heavenly body,
You may deny it, but you can not convince me,

Perhaps the meaning has been lost,
Angels aren't the type of wonders for cages,
they're the hero's of old and present,
Who's stories are Lost in the meaningless ages

So before you deny,
What I honestly see,
Allow me to tell you,
Why you are an Angel to me.

Angels are the friends and family,
who make life bearable,
who make the darkness seem less daunting,
and make you feel capable.

Angels are the few,
the proud,
who make pain easier,
and cause it to become unwound,

you're the one in my life,
who make the worries all fade away,
and make the happiness and joys,
last well into the day.

you speak with kindness,
it abounds in every word,
and makes all evilness,
become so absurd.

You listen to my words,
and care for my pain,
And when I start to stumble,
you've acted as my walking cane.

Oh you Angels are the only ones,
who make the final cut,
The only true and lasting friends,
through peace, and through emotional rut.

Oh stand tall Angel,
You found God's favor,
Forever and ever may God bless you.,
through your hard labor.

So with all this said,
and all this done,
Trust me, believe me,
To me at least you are one.

You may not have the wings,
The halo might not always be there,
But you ease my pain with each smile,
Cause I know that you care.


" There only are "

There only are so many words to say,
exactly what you are to me,
and there's only one phrase each day,
because though meaning so much you see,
there's only three words that I'll say,
Love you Forever.


" Life Changer "

Ah the experience of meeting an angel,
and angel of heaven,
I never could imagine anyone could ever,
change my life like you.


"Forever,"
In loving Memory of Michael LeRoy Simmons
Qiotes From MWS " Friends " copyrighted to himself

When we first met,
I could see it in your eyes,
You supported your family,
You made sure to keep those ties,

When we'd play Football,
Or just a friendly game of catch,
You were always careful and,
You feigned to have met your match.

You made sure you were around,
when a job neede to be completed,
And when we neede someone to be kind,
You were the only one who succedded.

When the pain was too much to bare and,
the only thing we could do was cry,
When no one could comfort us,
You never failed to try.

When we were too short,
To climb up the park trees,
You lifted us and offered,
A friendly little tease.

During a stressful game,
You always let us know,
There's no 'I' in team,
It's not a one man show,

When I first heard,
Your end so early had come,
I couldn't move,
I felt really dumb.

The first thing that came to mind,
was your friendly softball advice,
and your laughter and smile,
Which anyone it could entice,

Then I thought of your voice,
and how it sounded a perfect balanced low,
And we always simply said hello,
But now I wish I'd made it go slow,

When I mourned for you as a neighbor,
I began to stifle,
When I mourned for you as a Spirtual Brother,
I began to sniffle,

When I mourned for you as a friend,
I began to cry,
But when I mourned for you as a teammate,
My sole wish was to die

For in our world of competition,
So full of pain and sorrow,
While people were left ignored,
About these things you held a clean slate,

And you cared for the tiniest people,
You cared for even cats,
you cared for the small, Big, the weak,
And you cared for people used as welcome mats,

At the funeral,
When you were laid to rest,
I found it to be,
the ultimate test.

And though it's hard to let go,
To the fond memories,
In the father's hands I know,
You'll be OK,

And as the words have always gone:

" Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes he's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "Never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Still I can't let go,
But it's a comfort just to know,
You'll be with God,
Forever,


“Goodbye” {Friendship}

How can you let go,

of something you’ve held,

for your entire life,

without tears.


How can you say goodbye,

to someone you’ve grown,

in love with,

with out crying,


how can you pretend,

it’ll all be ok,

when you’ve lost it all,

without showing you’re lying.


How can you forget,

the joys of love,

and the love itself,

without doubting. the truth


So it’s time we say farewell,

But it’s not the same as goodbye,

it’s not pretending, nor forgetting,

and it’s not letting go.


It’s farewell, until next time,

because I know, though you’re almost gone,

you’ll never truly nor fully be,

away from my heart.


I cannot deny that this is the end of a time,

but this is not the end of time,

I will never let you go,

and please don’t forget me.



And,
Forever isn't too long,
Not at all too long,
To live as friends.

F.F.L. my friend,
RIP, and wait for me,
I'll see you agian,
Sincerely, Andy,


Family

 "My Mother"

My mother,
God knew who he was giving me to,
he knew that you'd love me like you do,
and care for me as you have.

He knew that you'd guide me and correct me,
He knew you'd push me to go farther.
He knew you'd never let go,
Even though you'd have to.

He knew that you'd be there when i was down,
He knew you'd know what was wrong when I'd frown,
He knew knew that you'd never lose sight of me,
Even when I've gone across the world.

he knew you'd alwas say your prayers for me,
He knew that'd you'd feed and clothe me,
He knew you'd always try to understand,
Anything that was wrong.

He Knew.....
He knew exactly what he was doing,
We've learned together, and we've both grown.
He knew what he was doing.

He knew that you'd love me,
That you'd care for me as only you could,
He knew,
Oh He knew...

He knew what he was doing when he placed me in your hands,
He knew that my tender heart would need tender care,
He knew that a broken spirit would need unbroken love,
Oh He knew....

He knew what he was doing,
He knew that without you I'd not be me,
He knew for me to be the man i am,
I'd need you.

Betrayal
" Sorrow "

My bitterest enemy,
and my closest friend,
Joyous is the company they share,
with whom lies my trust?

In my right hand a glass,
tainted and tilted by my left,
and in my left a glass,
turned upside down and void of emotion

Ah.... Sorrow is my company!!
Sorrow, and loneliness are my choices!
Oh sorrow leave me ,
and take my soul away.

" My Friend, "

My friend,
you were a definite God send,
you helped me through the days of dreary,
and you encouraged me when I was weary.

My Friend,
there's nothing you couldn't mend,
whether it was a broken heart,
or something I didn't mean to start,

Oh my friend,
Where are you now?
I need you back now!

Where is that smile that kept me going?
Or the laughter that kept my face glowing?

Why did you leave me?
Why is this the way it has to be?
How could you lie?
Tell me my friend, why?



" The Past "

I look into your eyes,
I see the past we shared,
and I see the fun we had.

I can see the problems we faced,
and I can feel the pain we felt,
but that's all over,

It's all gone,
In a single flash,
You're gone and the memories are all I have.


" You say "

You say the words,
that take my breath,
and leaves me gasping,
the words you'd so carefully guarded,
the words you promised you'd never say,
the words that cut me deeper,
deeper than my heart.

I stand there shocked and lost,
You say the things I wanted to say,
but your truth bites harder, deeper,
I pretend you didn't mean it,
I even laugh,
but what's done is done


" Chained "

I can see the anger you feel,
and I know it was me that made the pain real,
Ah, how I lost my head,
And now you wish I was .

SO I said a thing or too,
What harm did it actually do?
I really thought that it was cute,
but now I wish I'd stayed mute.

What was I to do?
Oh it's worse now without you,
Oh baby, please I beg of you to set me free,
Please.......Come back to me.

" Betrayal "

I stop and die,
as words strike home,
slaying my heart,
my soul,
my dream,

You say what I don't need to hear,
telling secrets I'd prefer untold,
showing off my flaws, my marks,
and sorrow the company you bring,
Oh Oh,
How painful,
to feel your sting.

Oh the pain,
the misery,
stabbing me in the heart,
ending my childhood in a single blow,
breaking my spirit,
sending me down,

Oh where are you now?
You made me this,
so call it ignorance,
but why,
Why would you leave now?

"Final Apology"

So many times,
I've found myself on each knee,
begging for his mercy,
when it's yours I really need to see,

So many times I close my eyes,
And cannot imagine that you exist,
So many times I cannot imagine,
the support that you insist.

So many, too many,
have I forgotten?
The peace you once brought me?
I have not.

But instead my in-humane brain,
ignores my human heart,
forgetting you were there,
for me at the very start.

But what once was blind,
Now I truly may be,
Cause I know that in my pain I caused you some,
And that hurts me to see.

So this final time I hope,
I fall down on my knees,
And beg you sincerely.....
Forgive me please?


" Alone "

Here I am,
alone again,
Lost and afraid,
confused and cold,

Here I am,
Alone again,
Wishing for,
Your company

Because here I am,
Alone again,
Where are you?
When I'm in need?

You left me behind,
To fend for myself,
when you know that,
I need your help,

So where are you now?
My dearest friend?
If you've run off,
I'll never live.
  
 
Your custom image  
Your custom image